Nikki Damian

Sometimes I wish you were a never part of my past, but you’re left in my past for the better. You’re the reason why I’m so strong today as I stand head up. You’re the reason I am who I am today, a better person. So this, I thank you for giving me the worst as I still despise you and to this day still very much wouldn’t like to forgive you still. I just want to say thank you for giving me the worst.

Just because me and my sister are twins, doesn’t mean we’re exactly alike. We’re totally different. Yeaht here may be a lot of similarities but just like in a guys taste on our minds, it’s so different. If you ask her what kind of guys I like, it’s way different from the type I like. 

I ain’t a full on Bulls fan, but just because D.Rose is out for playoffs that doesn’t mean they whole team can’t do it. They’ve won games with out Rose, so they can do it at playoffs. The Bulls aren’t a one man team, it isn’t D.Rose and the Bulls. I believe in them even still. 

A lot of my friends are pregnant and about to deliver their babies around this time of spring. My prayers go out to all of you and hope you come out with a quick recovery and a beautiful baby.

Yes, to be honest, I’ll say I’m a little disappointed in you guys, but you guys have my support if anything you need it. I’m not mad nor angry. I just wish you guys the best in life from here<3

The phase where I don’t really need my tumblr. Where I feel that I have nothing to post about because things are going good in life. 

To be honest, it’s all because of YFC and the YFC Camp I just recently went to. Camp made me realize so much things I should of considered to keep myself distant from being sad and depressed. Before camp, I was this girl who was always looking for a companion, a boyfriend, people to talk to. I always looked for something that wasn’t there. I was insecure and everything. I was anti-social and depressed. But now, life’s just great because I know now my reasons and where I should be standing as of now if I realized my great things in life before. I’m not sad all the time anymore, I know what to do when something bugs me. I have people to run to when things go down hill, and to get all religious on you guys I have God. I believe in God and I will continue to find God as I pursue life’s journey to where ever God’s plan takes me.

WHY DID IT TAKE ME THIS LONG TO FIND MY YFC FAMILY…. I swear I love them already, I can relate to them SO FREAKING MUCH AND SO WELL… and vice versa. But seriously I love you guys already. Thank god I’ve found you guys.