Nikki Damian

bossclarissa:

I’ve found a guy that actually knows how to make me smile. Make me laugh. Cheer me up. And just plain out be my best friend. He makes me feel special. He treats me with respect, and he cares about me. I’ve found a guy that I like. That I WANT to be with. There isn’t a subject on this earth that would be awkward for me to talk to him about. He can tell me anything. I can tell him exactly what’s on my mind. 

I like this guy. My boyfriend. I absolutely ADORE him. He’s the best. I can’t tell you how happy I am to actually be able to call him mine. We’ve “talked” for three months. And during those three months, they were not easy AT ALL. But we made it through it all. When you like someone enough, the problems along the way don’t mean nearly as much as the way you feel towards each other.

I can’t tell you that we’ll be together forever. Because, who really knows the future, right? But, I can tell you that what we have, is real. <3

I feel it! But mine isn’t my boyfriend HAHAH

I don’t even know what this freaking post is gonna be about but let me just rage out on here so I don’t have to rage on you. 

Dear you, the one I truly despise,

Thanks, for being the biggest ass that has ever came into my life. Thank you for showing me that I have assholes to watch out for. Thanks for pretending the whole damn time. Yeah here comes times where I get all butt hurt about everything and I wish we could just reminisce. But no, I’m glad I don’t have space in my life for you anymore. I’m straight up done with you and I am so glad we aren’t even friends. In fact I’d love to know that those memories that randomly play in my head sometimes, I’d love to know that they’re slowly burning out. You don’t deserve me. You never did from the start. I was too infatuated with you to even notice anything about you. Most people told me to watch out, and even my cousin said she didn’t like you. But did I listen? Nah, because you told me it’s just me and you don’t let anyone get in the way.

Everything that happened with us is straight up *excuse my language* BULLSHIT. It was shit and I didn’t even know. It came appealing to me and shattered me when those words after you left came out your mouth. Yeah that’s when I realized it was done and it was really shit. 

You know what? I hope one day you truly miss me. You know why? Because I’m sure that it’d kill you inside to know that I’m so freaking happy now and I have everything to keep me stable. I even got someone to make me very happy and someone that has given me something more better than what you gave me. Guess what that is? Oh that’s right you can’t because you never given that shit to me. Well it’s care and respect damn it. I told you from the start. I don’t deal with sex. I don’t deal with intimacy. I don’t deal with shit. Like I said you pushed me to where I didn’t see what you were doing wrong. 

Let me just cut it here. I’m done. I know we haven’t even talked but these memories coming to me? I don’t miss you, trust me. It makes me despise you every single time. Thank you though for putting me through that shit. My eyes are finally open. Without all of that, I wouldn’t be happy right now. So thanks. Once again, excuse me for being the immature one right now and for using vulgarity but I’m going to leave this off with…. Fuck you, I’m done. I hope you have a decent life. Bye.

I’ve clearly became attached to you. I like you so much because this is a different feeling. It’s actually oddly strange to me. I don’t get that. Before I was able to call people I “talked” to “babe/baby” easily, but it’s hard for me to give you that nickname right now. I feel like we haven’t changed a bit ever since we found out each others feelings for each other. I like that. It’s a best friend type of thing. I don’t know what it is but you’re most definitely different and way more better than the guys I’ve met. Don’t take that in a bad way though. The thing that really makes me want you to stay is the fact that you care so much about me. You care more than a majority of my close friends and sometimes more than my family. Don’t get me wrong they care a lot about me too but not the way you do. You make me really happy and to be honest we can stay in the “talking stage” as long as we want and I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of you.

staypozitive:

I’ve about had it with Tumblr. People can be so disgustingly mean on here simply because they can be, and quite frankly I’m tired of it.

^^ I miss tumblr when people had some class. When looks and trolling didnt matter. When actually posts were actually blogging instead of girls, weed, money, sex, and drugs. Probably I’m following the wrong people but most of the good blogs left already.

ohjennybabe:

It doesn’t matter what we do, how long we get to see each other, as long as I’m with you I’m happy. I love teasing you, laughing with you, and simply having your presence by my side. But I hate how time spent with you goes way too fast while time spent away from you seems to not go by fast enough. On the bright side, I can’t wait to see you again.

I can’t even stay on tumblr for more than 30 minutes anymore. I’m seriously bored of it. Only coming back here when I need to blog or to find some good music.

rollsroice:

Have I ever told you that you’re just flat out amazing. You’re someone that’s just so…how do I put these in my own words….perfect. The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you smile, just everything about you is just what I need. I’m not materialistic nor am I looking for a girl that titled “BAD”, but I’m just looking for a smart, funny, and down right gorgeous girl to be with and you answer that need in my life. I’ve said this before, and I’m gonna say it again but your personality is just AMAZING. The way that you can just play around whenever I do and how you’re never serious all the time just makes everything better. Sometimes I feel like I have to be mature around girls all the time, but with you…I can be myself. And the best part is when I’m actually physically with you, I don’t have to act like anyone or differently. I just love that. You are a blessing in my life and I hope that you don’t ever leave. (:

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alfreddosauce:

Thank you for always staying up with me every night. Even when you’re really sleepy, you still manage to stay up just for me and keep me company. Whether it’s talking on the phone, or just seeing your face on webcam— it really makes me feel a lot closer to where you are.

xbbyphaaat:

Someone who makes me forget about everything else. Someone who does the most randomest things just to make me laugh. Someone I can fall asleep with and wake up to. Someone I can joke around with and end up smiling every time. Overall, someone who gives me the feeling of happiness again.

This is on my life list…. Check(:

jaaaaayustin:

just saying.